Miracles Of Forgiveness
"Joe? Is that you?"
The woman speaking to me at the baseball game looked vaguely familiar.
"Marci?"
"It IS you!" she exclaimed, smiling broadly. "Gosh, it's good
to see you again!"
It was good to see Marci, too. Off and on during the past few
decades I've wondered about her. I almost tried to track her down a
few years ago after talking to a mutual friend who had indicated that
the 1990s had been pretty rocky for Marci. So bumping into her at
the baseball game was, at the very least, fortuitous.
We spent a few minutes catching up on the business of our lives:
kids and grandkids, spouses and houses, education and recreation
(it's always a little disconcerting to see how few words are required
to summarize 32 years of living). We played a little "have you
seen...?" and "did you know...?" and we reminisced about the good
old, bad old days.
Then Marci grew quiet for a moment, looking out over the crowd
milling about the concession area.
"You know, Joe," she said, "I've always wanted to tell you...
how... you know... how sorry I am for the way I treated you."
I squirmed. One does not like to remember when one has been
unceremoniously dumped.
"It's OK," I said. "No big deal." At least, I thought to myself, not now.
"But I was such a jerk," she continued.
Yes you were, I thought. "We were both pretty young," I said.
"I know," she said. "But that's no excuse for..." She
hesitated, then continued. "It's just always bothered me,
remembering how mean I was to you. And I've wanted to tell you that
I'm sorry. So... I'm sorry."
The smile on her face was warm and sincere. And there was
something in her eyes -- it looked a lot like relief -- that melted
any vestiges of icy resentment that may have built up within me
during the years since she had played Wiffle ball with my heart.
"OK," I said. "Apology accepted!"
Overcome by the sweetness of the moment, I reached an arm around
her and gave her a quick hug. Just then, the crowd erupted with a
huge cheer, and Marci and I both returned our attention to the game.
By the time I looked over to where she had been, she was gone. But
the warm, wonderful feeling of our brief exchange was still there,
and continues to this day whenever I think about it.
We all carry bitter, discomforting memories of deeds done or
undone, and words said or unsaid. And we all bear wounds -- some
slight, some not-so-slight -- that have been inflicted upon us by
others. The healing balm of forgiveness can soothe a troubled
conscience and bring peace to an injured soul -- even years after the
fact.
Of course, it isn't enough to just say "I'm sorry" and "You're
forgiven." While there is indeed great power in those simple words,
it is not available to those who are insincere, or who are only
looking for a way to control, manipulate or exploit.
But when those words are truly felt and sincerely expressed,
they can open the door to miracles of the heart and soul -- miracles
of forgiveness.
Even at a baseball game.
~ Joseph Walker ~
<ValueSpeak@msn.com>
Copyright © 2010
Joseph Walker began his professional writing career as a staff writer for the Deseret News in Salt Lake City,
eventually becoming that newspaper's television and live theater critic. Since 1990 he has written a weekly newspaper column called ValueSpeak, which has appeared
in more than 200 newspapers nationally. His published books include How Can You Mend A Broken Spleen?
Home Remedies for an Ailing World for Deseret Book, The Mission: Inside The Church of Jesus Christ of
Latter-day Saints for Warner Books and three ghost-writing projects.
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